turning point

im not much of a blogger but i find myself stuck with many thoughts in my head that i just want to put out there. i firmly believe that everything happens for a reason, whether its good or bad. Now i know that what could have been avoided if I made better choices. and thats what it comes down to, making good choices in life. sometimes we just have to learn the hard way. It is amazing how one event can change your life. even though this might be the crappiest situation i have ever been in, im sad that i let my friends and family down, but most importantly i’ve let myself. and im disappointed in myself. And it’s hard walking around with a smile on my face, when on the inside i dont want to smile because i am so angry at myself. I have learned to value life more, vale friendships and value family over the other silly things in life. This is definitely a learning experience and i can only hope for the best and hope that i gro from this. not just in the short term, but in the long term as well. 

4 months ago  /  3 notes